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It has yet AGAIN come to my attention that I haven't blogged in 'ee-ons.'

But who's reading this anyway? I can only count one or two people. And I can count it on two hands (one finger per hand) just to be funny.

Anyway, I've been busy. The good kind of busy. Preparing for parties and what not. But with that 'busy' comes stress of course... and skin picking. I have been picking a little more in the past few days. Mainly on certain areas of my skin. Re-opening scabs for only God knows why because I don't.

I really think I need to blog more again. I have this need to express word and thoughts somehow. Whether through Facebook, Twitter, this bloggy blog... I have to do it. Or through drawing or photography, singing, etc. Even going to the gym. All this just to keep me busy and away from my skin. Thinking outside of myself, getting out of my head, and decreasing my procrastination would diminish the skin picking too. But am I gonna fix all that overnight? Durp durp.

I actually follow a couple of 'skin-picking' blogs here on Blogspot. I just read a post tonight. Her blog posts are even longer than mine (wow?), but I was amazed by all that she has accomplished to be free of skin-picking. Inspiring.

Well, today I got contacts again (you know, those things you stick in your eyes?). It's really a very long story. But to sum it up: Got contacts in summer 2007, didn't like them, tried another kind, was happy with them, then lost them in January 2008, and haven't been able to get back to the optometrist since. I had even paid a hundred or so dollars in 2007 to start receiving boxes of contacts regularly. Needless to say, everything worked out today. Along with insurance coverage and that hundred or so dollars I paid in 2007, I had to pay almost nothing for a year supply of 1 month contacts. Oh, and I also get a $100 rebate just for choosing the brand of contacts I chose. $100 Visa gift card... Rock! (Yeah, it's not in cash... Boo.) I'm really looking into Lasik surgery too. I don't want all my money going toward contacts for the rest of my life when I could be using it for permanent eye correction. :)

Also today, I got a many steps further in setting up this new computer since the last time 'we talked.' And... I finally downloaded some apps for my iPod Touch I bought almost a year ago! I think I hated the fact that I had to pay for an upgrade just to download dumb ol' apps, so I kind of put it off. I'm not really an iTunes person. I've had bad experiences with downloading EPs from iTunes (and more so, them not refunding the ones that didn't download at all). In any case, I'm thoroughly enjoying these apps. The ones I currently have are: Lose It!, Tap Tap Revenge 2, uSightRead, and FingerPiano. They are so nice when you're bored. Can't wait to download guitar ones. Just gotta find a decently reviewed one.

If you have any KILLER apps to suggest no matter what genre they fall into... let me know. ;)

Hmmm... After reading what I typed, it really bothers me. I take so long to do anything in life it seems. I'm definitely a flawed individual. I really hate that. Oh, and another example of this? My Carfax account expires in like, 4 days and I still haven't really found a car. Well, I can't say that is entirely true... there is a potential car that is up to my co-signer's 'standards.' Gotta go see the car this week for sure, or I'll scream.

Relying on other people SUCKS. So much. Don't ever do it.

Well... I should go now. I have lots to type about, but I'll just tone down my mind and overthinking tonight.

Here's to minimal procrastination and overanalyzing!

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Night.