Today was good. :)
I will list everything that happened:
-Finished preparing for presentation on my scene in the play, Baby with the Bathwater, for Intro to Theatre
-Started preparing for my final and LAST presentation, which will be about Performance Art
-Did one hour yoga DVD, then random pilates moves from memory (I should have just done my pilates DVD since I did random moves for the same amount of time as the DVD, pfft)
-Showered! :)
-Did muh hair, makeup, etc.
-Took care of the dogs, played with them, fed them, yelled at them, whatever. They always just stare at you. One of them barks for no reason. They're cute. And obnoxious. :)
-Got picked up by my boyfriend to go to an academic awards ceremony at my college
-We left way too early for the awards thingy-muh-bob so we went to Starbuck's to hang out, and get green tea's and take photos while making faces with our green tea's (which I didn't even know my bf liked green tea... I was floored when he ordered one... I almost died in amazement)
-Finally went to awards show at my college
-There many tiny, appetizer, fancy desserts there
-Went on stage to get my award for my 'acting contributions to the theatre department'
-...Only to find out, I will receive my actual theatre award two weekends from now at the Theatre Department Oscars/End of Year Party/Lyn's Retirement Party (Lyn is the head of my college's Theatre Department and a black belt... I'm not sure, but she looks to be in her 60s or 70s... she is hipper than hip, radder than rad!)
-Went to Taco Bell where I got two bean soft taco's
Well that's about it!
As far as my skinny skin skin... I used my fun Intel stress ball like crazy while finishing my presentation on my computer. It has a crazy shape too. It is comprised of jail bars --- thick rubbery looking jail bars -- all around it. Anyway, it worked! I also bit it a lot because it's fun. Awww, but tonight on the way home, I bit my lip a few times. :/
I've figured out that I need to not let myself get too too bored. Everyday I need to accomplish something sort of significant. And workout or do yoga... something like that. Otherwise, I get depressed easily and try to fidget with my skin. Yoga and pilates are helping me to focus on breathing, which is great. If I just breathe deep, it helps me avoid my skin.
And it's not like I didn't already know this. I have too much energy that just gets locked up inside my bod. Too much locked up energy can make a person dull if they feel something is preventing them from letting it out. So I need to make sure I feel like my life is worth something and accomplish something arsty, or choresy everyday... so that I avoid releasing the pent up energy on my poor skin.
Hmm, hope that makes sense. Oh well. No one reads this anyway.
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Fellow dermatillomaniac attempting to recover here. I'm reading. Don't worry; I know what you mean.
ReplyDeletethank you. hope we and all the other derma-maniacs can get through this.
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