My Name is Bilbo "Don't Feel Like" Bloggins.

today was a fun amusement park ride of a day!

but I don't feel much like blogging about it.

so I shall liiiiissssttt......

-almost late for work...
-boss in trouble...
-unfairness at work...
-cried my eyes out after work...
-wondered when my period will finally get here?...
-i still cried for legit reasons though...
-took photo of my boyfriend posing exactly as he did in a photo of him as a little boy... (his Mother's Day gift to his momma!)
-photoshopped said photo to replicate photo of him as little boy... (the replicated photo looks like a studio photo complete with gray background, light gray carpet, everything... but in reality, the gray background was stolen off google images, and the light gray carpet is a close up of a dirty towel sitting on his rock band guitar stand... his mom's totally gonna think we snuck into Kmart without her seeing us! she works at Kmart, fyi.)
-here is the finished photo! (my boyfriend will be posting the two side by side on Monday)
-where was i?...
-oh yes...
-went to kinko's to get said photo blown up to a frameable size...
-went to starbuck's to get MY mom a gift, goddammit!
-i mean, shiiiit yo...
-anyway, got my mommers that new fangled, rinky dink plastic starbuck's cup (shhh, don't tell my mom 'til i tell her... because then you CAN'T tell her because she would have already been told! ahahaha!!)...
-i figured that she may get her money's worth with that because you get 10 cents off each drink ordered...
-at a whopping $14 for the cup itself, and my mom's average starbuck's visit of 1-3 times per week... i calculated that that cup will pay for itself in 65-85 weeks...
-i also got her a starby's gift card so that she can START getting that damn cup to pay for itself...
-(sorry i cursed at you cup, i didn't mean it... i really do want you for myself... even though you still look kind of cheap and are not worth $14...)
-went to fresh & easy to get supplies for momma day breakfast...
-i miss my boyfriend...
-who me? MISS someone? shiiiiiii-....
-i'll see 'star trek' with boyfriend and my fam tomorrow...
-so i can gladly wait... :)

how's the "stop picking!" skin business going?

like always, i kind of picked at my skin today. mostly here and there on my face. for like a couple seconds each time i did it. my face has a few scabs and feels weird so maybe that's why my hands showed concern for it. i'm also obsessing over whether my face is breaking out more or less... i'm thinking less, but then again, i feel like it's in limbo...

it's so funny, this blog is supposed to be about my skin issues and curing my habit. but i just end up rambling about my day in general. i don't have much to say about skin picking other than what it IS. and what i've done to my skin that day.

this blog would pretty boring if i only talked about my skin. BUT! who's reading this anyway besides my boy toy? no one. no one at all. and if you are reading this... don't tell me.

gooooo.
i'm feeling flail-ish and tired.
night :)



p.s. well, poopsicle. this ended up being an actual blog! shiiiiii...