Stinker.

Today was chill and rambunctious...

Spent the night at my boyfriend's so, naturally, I was there when I woke up. We ate breakfast/lunch at Wildflower Bread Company, then watched a movie together, then I went home.

I felt huge today. I should stop running on the treadmill. My legs are getting much too muscular and inflated. Not to mention my already huge ass as well. I wanna be able to fit in my skinny jeans, so I better stop. Eek.

A little skin picking today. Nothing major. I don't think there will be days where I will be completely void of skin picking even just one little pimple or bump. Everyone does it. I even saw my boyfriend picking at in grown hairs. Everyone picks once in awhile. But some of us get obsessed.

My dad just came in my room to talk to me. Now I'm feeling negative about myself even though what he said was about my computer. His voice bothers me. He makes everyone feel like crap. Hahahaha. Ohhh, I'm feeling very irritable now. He has this yelling, matter of fact kind of voice. And he's always trying to persuade people... ALWAYS. Trying to get them to do this, and do that. He's got a salesman mentality because of his small business. So annoying. He's always asking our opinions as if he's not confident and needs to rely on people. He ends everything he says with "...right??"

I know he's ultra smart though, so it really bugs me. He tries to get our opinions just so he can turn it around on us later and blame us for something he did. It never fails. He's always looking for his next scapegoat.

Well... anywho.

I'm gonna go drink some green tea and stop drinking soy for awhile. I'm gonna drink more water too. I already drink a liter or two a day, but I'm gonna up that shit to more water liters.

Night night.



p.s. Work is short tomorrow! Then... yoga time!!