McOven.

YAYAYAYAYAYAYAY...

Today was cool. It took me almost all day to make 4 to 5 dozen biscotti. But it was still... fun? Even though I felt like a cow while having fun making these things that I make so often for people. I finally got this particular person's order 'done'... and I'm SO happy! Just gotta wrap 'em up all pretty and I can call it officially DONE! :)

I also keep getting re-interested in acting. I noticed that as I trudged around the 'biscotti kitchen' and house. I still have a lot of interest in a vast array of hobbies -- musicactingphotographydrawingculinaryartsandeverytinginbetweenetc. But something I saw today got me interesting in acting all over again... I think I wanna take it more seriously than I have been? And... I want to be in a band? Oh scotty, I will never get anywhere in life at this rate...

Anyway, hmm, yeah. What am I to do about that? It's hard to immerse myself in any one thing without getting bored with it and becoming re-interested in another hobby a week later. *nervous laughter*

Welll...

Moving on...

How's my skin? I done good TODAY, very little picking. But not last night. Last nightI kinda did some bad stuff to skin... more pointless picking. Ugh. After my mindless skin picking session though, I searched some videos on what I have (dermatillomania). Although very few videos came up (when they did, they were video diary bloggish type videos, or too disgusting to watch), I did see a few national videos on trichotillomania (compulsive pulling of one's hair). ABC News did a national story about it. It was interesting. And it made me SO glad I don't suffer from trichotillomania. Agh. It's crazy how common all these OCD disorders are. More common than anyone would think.

Oh and I heard a satellite channel was doing a special on trichotillomania this weekend or week... So that's cool. I wonder if any TV station will ever do a special on dermatillomania?

Haha, while making biscotti... I pondered what kind of blog I was gonna type tonight. Something a little more eye opening and analytical about my skin picking. I mean, this is a blog ABOUT skin picking, yet I only mention a few words about it before I'm onto other things that went on in my day. I don't consider this to be a blog blog; just a side blog that I want very few people to read or know about. But I gotta say... I've never really talked about what triggered and landed me in this personal war with dermatillomania...

Oh well, I'll save it for another night.

Gotta wake up early burly for work! (Bleh.)

Peace and love and harmony to anyone who reads this.

Night. :)