Zonk.

I didn't really care about today... I tried to care... but it felt pointless.

I felt pretty numb all day. I'm sure I picked at my skin a couple times... but nothing too serious. Only sorta serious.

Had a mandatory meeting at work today. Took the long way home on the bus after because the meeting went longer than expected (but with what has been occurring at my work due to the economy, a longer meeting is fine). I was just so zoned out on the bus, it was unbelievable. Just sat their listening to music. I felt like my brain couldn't function. Also... probably because I hadn't eaten anything for 8 hours I'm sure.

Earlier in the day, I tried to study for my final a little bit. But it really felt pointless. I'm amazed I am saying this... but I'm just gonna take whatever comes. Well, it's not really surprising that I'm saying that. I wing many things. School exams aren't generally one of them. I usually give a little more study effort than I'm exhibiting here. I have a really high A right now, so I think I may be fine...

(You'll definitely hear about it if I'm not fine though.)

Hmmm... I feel a little better now that I've eaten something. I had a few Boston baked beans (candy) and unsweetened chocolate (which I melted in the microwave and added honey to then ate it right out of the bowl... it's not too weird). I also had peanut butter toast and a pear. Yay dinner! Oh yeah, I did have an unsweetened hot chai during the meeting. I made it myself. I wish I would have put Splenda in it though or regular sugar at least. The only sweetener we have at work right now is Equal, and once we run out of that... Sweet n' Low... and I would rather pull out ALL of my hair before I ever touch Sweet n' Low. It has thee worst after-taste ever in the Universe. It's like accidentally tasting ear wax. SICK!!! (Expired espresso shots also taste like ear wax... don't ever try it.)

AGHHHHH.

I can't wait for summer to start after tomorrow. I don't really like summer, but I will feel a whole lot free-er because it's summer and school is gone. I don't know what's been going on this semester, but the end of it has me feeling sad and pitiful. I just want to move on.

Ummm...

My parents leave for Ohio early tomorrow morning. I wish them a splendidly safe trip.

Hmmm...

I'm gonna go to bed really extra extra early tonight...

Like...

RIGHT NOW.



Toodles.