Excessive.

Hmmm... blog, shmog.

I'm tired and don't feel much like blogging again. But I wanted to let you know... I hardly picked at my skin today. Today was a day for catching up on crap around the house, studying for my final, which... I didn't really accomplish a whole lot. I did feel more positive today than in the past, but now that I've realized today was kind of a lazy day... I'm hating myself. Emailed my paper. That's a plus. Almost done with my laundry. That's a plus. Returned a book to the library ON TIME. That's kewl. Ummm... some other chores... blah blah...

I really gotta hunker down tomorrow though. And there's a mandatory meeting at work on a day I'm not working... BLARGH! Kind of puts a damper on my studying schedule.

I consumed so much unsweetened green tea (and a little bit o' half-and-half coffee) at my house today it was unbelievable... I'm really surprised I haven't attacked my skin after drinking all that caffeine. My mind is feeling fairly positive and clear even though underneath it all, I feel like my whole entire life so far is stupid/retarded. But that's just me. That's how I always feel. I'm a weird, depressed type, funny clown person. A fricking bizarre combination.

My mom and mine's venture out to the library today was breezy though. I found a book for her because she couldn't see very well for some reason. I'm good at navigating those bookshelves and matching those odd number-letter combinations they put on the books. I also re-checked out Harry Potter #7. I'm gonna finish that book DAMMIT. Everything has gotten stalled for a few months now: my photography, photo editing, music, Harry Potter #7, umm... biscotti making/selling... it's pitiful. I loathe myself for it.

I want to thank my mom for offering to buy me a small frozen yogurt at the Golden Spoon, and a venti green tea lemonade at that one place (pfft, I was gonna be all discrete about it, but YES... Starbuck's... it was her idea). I really didn't want another green tea, but I'm like whatever, it's like drinking water anyway. And I want to get SUPER thin... green tea helps with that... so what the hell... I got one.

Gotta go put clean sheets on my waterbeddddd. It's a naked waterbed mattress right now. And I don't wanna sleep on the couch.

Ciao!

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Here is the final photo of that photo I helped my boyfriend with for Mother's Day... 26-year-old self vs. 4-year-old self. I tried to make it look like it was done in a studio as much as possible. I think it turned out pretty ok.